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Chronicles of Magic.
Magic is a science well known to indigenous people all over the world.
These chronicles will increase the readers knowledge of the art of Magic.

Magic cannot be fully understood by theory only.

The apprentice has to do certain exercises to fully comprehend, and she/he must learn to reach inside to access the library situated in our DNA, since the subject has a lot to do with body-knowing. So every chronicle contains a practical exercise as well as theory. To do the exercises are fundamentally important.

A book is now under construction.

The Great Spirit



All research about the history of the earliest images of Gods shows clearly that the first godly image was personified as a woman – the Great Mother. Archeologists and myth researchers agree at that. She was the obvious image to give birth to life, to create life. Let’s go back in time to the ancient civilization called Uruk, 4000 – 3000 B.C. the oldest civilization preserved in cuneiform writing. The knowing of the world in Mesopotamia was fundamentally different from what we experience in our modern time.
The Sumerian religion was polyteistic, that is, the people believed in many gods and goddesses. The worlds of the god/desses and the world of the humans were closely connected with each-other.

The Great Spirit speaks:
Look around, my daughters and sons. See the insects, the animal, and the plants. See the trees in the forests, the fish in the waters, the birds in the air, and know, that they don’t need you to survive; it’s you who need them! Therefore you should treat all living carefully, with love and empathy. Respect them as if they were another you. Only then can you be free, because, in truth, you are all my children.



Magic - Science of Energy
What happened today happened to all of one self. Therefore it was magical, and that’s why one was kind of intoxicated. One dreamed beyond fantasy into an area usually reserved for shamans, for seers. The lonely world where madness and genius meet is well known to a person who works with magic. One should never think that one has found this way solely because one has worked hard and long, through many lifetimes. One is now and forever on the ultimate journey, the greatest adventure is following ones footsteps along the magical path.



The energy of spirit flows through all things. A practitioner of magic is able to translate that energy into healing purposes and to transformation for him/her-self and others. Power is strength and ability to see oneself through one’s own eyes and not through anyone else’s eyes. Power is to be able to place a circle of power at one’s own feet and not to take power from anyone else’s circle. True power is love. Envy and the need to control others give birth to black magic.  

In reality no one is powerless. Many look at the bow of authority as an object outside of them and are fearful even to pick it up. As a witch one must learn how to draw that bow, learn how to use ones authority. If one talks to a person standing in a powerless position and tells that person to take his/her power, she/he gets frightened because what one is saying implies change. She/he must take the step into the mystery, the unknown, to find his/her power.    


Stress is the number 1 enemy of magic. Relaxation is everything. Ironically, to relax can be the hardest assignment of all. But practice makes perfect! So be sure to take at least ten minutes every day to do a complete body relaxation. On you tube, if you look for deep meditation. you will have at least a couple of hundred thousand insertions to choose from. Relaxation never has to be boring!

To become one’s own best healer


The witch must have the courage to challenge her/his own fears, open all the closed closets and find all skeletons in her/his psyche, spend the night in the forest, howl like her/his sister/brother wolf to the moon, and feel the fire within her/his belly as a tremendous creative power resource.


A great medicine in case one is feeling depressed is to sing and dance. Singing opens up the
throat and heals the communication between the heart and the head. Dancing send signals of joy to all the cells of the body. So go ahead and sing for all your worth, and dance your body full of lust and joy, every time you feel like it. And as it says in my yoga instruction book, when one feel the least energy to do yoga it’s probably the time one need to do yoga the most.

Herstoria: Doctor Hurru Guru from the Star Nation People

Ghosts & Spirits
Life is like a dream, suddenly you wake up. And then you are dead. Wondering what strange dream you’d been dreaming, and how fast everything moved…..


Our ancestors in Scandinavia, the Vanes, believed, like the North American Natives, in the immortality of the soul as well as in reincarnation.
To die was for them to return to the Great Mother, Hel, who lived deep within the earth itself. In between the incarnations our ancestors spend a resting period in her land. It was a blessed existence filled with light and happiness. One also met with ones dead relatives. Besides, one didn’t have to worry about things like food, shelter, sleep and warmth, since one didn’t have a physical body.
Every new baby that was born was greeted by the Vanes as a beloved ancestor being reborn.  


Extract from Jamie Sam’s book the Thirteen Original Clan-mothers: "There have been many worlds. Each world has evolved just like a human through successive stages of development. A body has been replaced by another until all that remains is pure light. When we wish upon a star, our thoughts reach the ancient beings whos consciousness is so brilliant that they no longer need physical bodies. Every star glows with its development. The Blue Jewel Earth now wants to shine with even more power so that she increases her vibration and her existence. The Earth-Mother reaches for the skies by coordinating her human children’s consciousness with other brilliantly glowing planets loving and peaceful consciousnesses. She asks us to look up towards the star-filled night-sky, fill ourselves with light, and put ourselves in perspective. She wants us to remember and write down all the lives we lived and all lives everybody has lived before us. Each and everyone have contributed with their part of the spark and the sparks that creates our solar-system.’

Crime and punishment
"Nothing shall be done to harm the children"



The bottom line is that if there weren’t any abandoned and hungry children, no public authority and no pharmaceuticals to cure anxiety or other stress-related disorders of the mind or body would be needed.


We are all dreamers, and right now we are dreaming a collective nightmare. Could it be that the grief we feel in our hearts when we think of how bad the situation is for so many of the earth’s children can wake us up, so we can start to dream a dream of peace instead? The more people that make peace within themselves and with all their relations, the closer we get to the manifestation of peace all over the world.’

Everything is born of Woman
From the Art of Dreaming by Carlos Castaneda: The knowledge of the sorcerer is that the universe is markedly female and that manhood is but a sideshow of the female, so rare and therefore so desirable. Don Juan said that maybe the scarcity of manliness is the reason for the unmotivated male dominance on our planet in this time and age.


A grand task for women everywhere is to reconnect to the so called womb-brain. To re-learn how to follow the knowing from the womb up through the heart and transform that knowledge to action. The brain is the place of judgment, of separation. The womb-brain knows everything. We mustn’t be afraid of the dark. Every human must sooner or later confront their shadowy side. All humans must go through the dark to get to the light.



Architect of the Mind/Archetypes
Every human being is a Shakespeare-drama!!


There are plenty of archetypical movies, like Starwars, Braveheart, yes, one could say that most movies are mirrors of the archetypes that together creates the collective subconscious. My sons and I have a movie-club, that is, once in a while we go to a cinema together, and it is almost always the same theme, the hero that fights to save the world, and the princess, or the other way around. Most books also tell in an archetypical way about the individual way to achieve psychological maturity.  

The pictorial language of the archetypes
can also be found in the runes and in the tarot cards, I Ching, and so forth. The image as such is like an icon on the computer screen of the brain, When you click on it/draw a rune/tarot-card, it leads to files situated in the hard-disk/subconscious, that contains more advanced and detailed information the deeper one dig.

Herstoria: The Inner Jury

The great Wheel of the Year
is turning from summer to the time of the first harvest at Lammas, held on 1 and 2 of August. Lammas is placed southwest on the wheel and is the time when nature prepares for the coming Autumnal Equinox, the second harvest-festival placed in the west on the wheel.



As Candle-mass represents the dawn of the one year long day of the Wheel of the Year, Lammas represents the dusk. Both symbolize the crack between the worlds, between the world of winter to the world of spring, between summer and autumn. Lammas is the time of year when people celebrate the abundance of nature. Traditional Lammas food and drink are berries, fruit, grains, bread, crabapples, cake, cider, apple juice and schnapps and wine. It is also the proper time to reflect on the happenings of the past year, to go through ones experiences, winnings, losses, and to make an evaluation. And then to express gratitude for one’s own individual learning process and for all the rich gifts of nature.  


Life as we modern people know it creates a  conflict between body and consciousness. If we were to acknowledge that life is a continual experience of death and birth, we would indeed increase our possibility to create peace both within and without.  

Magic is the science of energy. A rose has got its energy, a wolf has got hers/his, a crystal has got its special energy. Everything created is pure energy. Humans are creating and changing matter all the time. There is no limit to how we are able to create things. Every time we stop and look for something we are interfering, which is a big problem for scientists.


The four elements are the building blocks of our reality, so every amulet should contain something from the mineral kingdom/earth element, something from the plant kingdom/water element, something from the animal kingdom/air element, and something from the human kingdom/fire element, to balance the four elements. Thus the amulet itself is well balanced. And on top of those basic ingredients one adds ones personal symbols/ ingredients, depending on the intent with the amulet.


Herstoria: the Dreampillow

Ceremonies and Rituals.
Ceremonies mirror the basic human needs for continuity.




Rituals are medicine for the emotional
and the spiritual body, and aid us in understanding our totality. One gets the tools one need to cure destructive emotions like jealousy, greed, bitterness, hatred, sorrow, envy, that otherwise steels a lot of life-force and makes lots of damage both physically and psychologically. The emotions one otherwise repress and that sooner or later will explode and create these damages one did everything to avoid.


Practice: Every day is a ceremony!
It’s easy to do little rituals in ones everyday life. One way is to give thanks to the Great Mother for the food on ones table. To give thanks to the chicken that is giving it’s life so that my children can grow and become big and strong. To give the birds some left over rice. To dance and sing when one is doing the cleaning up. To be angry when one is angry and to honor oneself for owning such a powerful emotion and yet not doing any harm to anyone with it. A shaman’s intent is to create beauty with every passing moment. Shortly put, to make life an art!
It is done!

Our ancestors used the images of gods and goddesses to embody archetypal abstract energy, like thunder, rain, fire, the sun, the moon, and so on. Astrology is written like most people know with a rich and ancient language of symbols. The tarot-cards are also a symbolic explanation of the archetypes in the universe. Every image is a description of archetypical thoughts/emotions/actions. Thus very wonderful and magical tools for the person who wants to get to know her- him-self in all aspects, the positive as well as the negative.


Let’s presume that
you yourself wrote your script of life, also called the book of karma, while you were still in the spirit-world. It is based on what your soul needs for its next stage of development. You created the environmental context, chose the cast and crew, and planned the action that would best enable this development. This script is based on three key sacred images: life itself, you yourself and you within life. Hence the purpose of life is spiritual alchemy.


Shideh literally translated, means he or she who cannot see. Hokkshideh means him or her who has learned to see.

Knowledge and wisdom builds a bridge from the lower self to the higher self.

The beginning of summer heralds an important time, for the winter is a difficult journey and weariness and disheartenment set in, personally one is tired down to the soul. The drab non-color of winter's end perfectly represents the dullness and fatigue that permeates on so many levels to this day. We need Beltane, as the earth needs the sun, for our very Spirit cries out for the renewal of summer jubilation. Beltane is the last of the three spring fertility festivals, the others being Imbolc and Ostara.


It is the child's unrestrained expression of bliss and delight that is what Beltane is all about. It is the sheer joy of running through fields, picking flowers, rapturing in the sunlight, delighting in the fragrance of spring, dancing in the fresh dew covered grass. Our children guide us through the natural abandonment of our adult sensibilities and show us how to take grand pleasure, warmth and bliss from the gift of Beltane.

The dew on an early May morning is believed to have a magical potency – if one washes ones face and body in it one will remain fair all year, and guarantee ones youth and beauty to continue.


It is also the time when the Faeries return from their winter respite, carefree and full of faery mischief and faery delight. Food and drink are traditionally left on doorsteps for the Faeries as an offering, in hope of faery blessings. Legend has it that if you sit beneath a tree on Beltane night, you may see the Faery Queen or hear the sound of Her horse's bells as She rides through the night. Legend says if you hide your face, She will pass you by but if you look at Her, She may choose you.

Spring Equinox
Modern-day Easter is derived from two ancient traditions: one is the Judeo-Christian and the other the Pagan. Both Christians and Pagans have celebrated death (winter) and resurrection (spring) themes following the Spring Equinox for millennia. Most religious historians believe that many elements of the Christian observance of Easter were derived from earlier Pagan celebrations.


Origins of the name "Easter": Eostre was the Great Mother Goddess of the Saxon people in Northern Europe and the Saxon version of the Germanic lunar goddess Ostara. She gave her name to the Christian Easter and to the female hormone estrogen. Her feast day was held on the full moon following the vernal equinox -- almost the identical calculation as for the Christian Easter in the west.

Similar Goddesses were known by other names in ancient cultures around the Mediterranean, and were celebrated in the springtime: Aphrodite from ancient Cyprus, Ashtoreth from ancient Israel, Astarte from ancient Greece and the Nordic countries, Demeter from Mycenae, Hathor from ancient Egypt, Ishtar from Assyria, Kali from India, the Scandinavian sun Goddess Sunna, and Ostara, a Norse Goddess of fertility.


As the sun sets on the day of the equinox on the great ceremonial pyramid, El Castillo, Mexico, its western face is bathed in the late afternoon sunlight. The lengthening shadows appear to run from the top of the pyramid's northern staircase to the bottom, giving the illusion of a diamond-backed snake in descent. This has been called "The Return of the Sun Serpent" since ancient times.

At Gunpoint: your Money or your Life?
Money is a new form of slavery and distinguishable from the old simply by the fact that it is impersonal, there is no human relation between the master and the slave. Leo Tolstoy.
What is Money? Everything we consider to be money is money. The existence of money is based on a collective agreement, a mental construction. As a non abusive means of trade, money is a genial invention that facilitates multi-part-trading and makes specialization possible. But when issued on fraudulent conditions money lead to a seduction we too seldom see through.



Artistic freedom, free media, free research, free religious beliefs, freedom of speech, and freedom to come together as a group is favored by most people, and from left to right the importance of equality and a functioning democracy is emphasized. And who doesn’t want to have a free market for products and services fulfilling all our needs? The high ideals we know from the French revolution is still vivid, even if they were never realized. More and more people are beginning to see a connection between the social problems modern society is facing and the destructive way the economy is being handled, but not so many realize how the terms of emission influence the economy and also our disposition regarding it.

Celtic tradition concerning family was matrilineal, meaning ancestry was traced through the mother's line rather than the father's. The most important male in your life would be the oldest male kin to your mother, often an uncle. Motherhood demanded the utmost reverence. Rape was a crime of highest severity, subject to the greatest punishments and not pardonable or subject to leniency. In alignment with this matrilineal tradition, Imbolc focuses on the Goddess Brigit, originally considered a Triple Goddess, meaning the Maiden, the Mother and the Hag. She was also the Goddess of Fertility and the Patroness of Midwives. As such, she was invoked at the door of the home where the woman was giving birth, by the midwife. She was the guardian of every newborn child, their cradles often protected with a woven Brigit’s Cross


Upon the safe birth of the child, it was blessed by the midwife, with three drops of water on the child’s forehead, dedicating the child in the name of the holy Trinity. Compassion, generosity, hospitality, spinning and weaving, smith work, healing and agriculture ran throughout Brigit's various lives and evolution. Brigit was also associated with holy wells. She had three sons that collectively raised a son, her grandchild, named Ecne, which means knowledge.

Brigit’s stories retain remnants of other Goddesses from the ancient worlds. Some of her symbols are identical to the Egyptian Goddess, Isis.
Her embroidery tools, which are also Minerva’s symbols, were preserved at the chapel at Glastonbury, along with her bag and her bell, symbolic of healing. Her colors - white, black and red - are those of Kali and show an ancient connection there.


Brigit is also associated with the cockerel, the herald of the new day and the snake, symbol of regeneration. She is often portrayed holding a white snake staff. In this way she is related to other fertility Goddesses, many of whom were also shown holding snakes and she shares with Minerva the shield, spear and crown of serpents. Serpents are also a common theme in Celtic jewelry. Another animal associated with the Feast of Brigit is raven, because it is the first bird to nest in the Highlands, around the beginning of February. “Cuirear fitheach chon na nide”, (the raven goes to prepare his nest.)

There are thousands of documented cases of reincarnation, but not one of heaven or hell.’ Quote Harley SwiftDeer.
Reincarnation is a living reality for billions of people all over the globe, and a ground pillar in two of the world’s great religions, Hindu and Buddhism. According to the reincarnation theory life continues in incessantly new forms until the final goal is reached, to become one with the god-force, to be an enlightened master, an avatar.


Karma and reincarnation are two sides of the same coin.
Karma means that what we saw we will reap, in the sense of our thoughts, feelings, attitudes, words and deeds in this and/or in an upcoming incarnation. It is important to understand that the law of Karma always wants the best for us. It constantly offers new possibilities of growth, insight and maturity. It’s a mistake to believe that Karma is all about retaliation and punishment for previous sins. The opposite that we are to enjoy the consequences of elevated thoughts and unselfish behavior is as true.


From Carlos Castaneda, Tales of Power:  There is nothing in this world that a warrior can’t explain. A warrior sees him/herself as already dead, you see, alas, he/she has nothing to lose. The worst has already happened, so therefore he/she is calm and centered. If you were to judge from his/her words and deeds you could never phantom that he/she has witnessed it all.

Herstoria: Rose Crax Crow

Soothsayers and Predictions


In Japan during the age of the Emperors, a third of Japans government officials at the ministry of religion, Jingikan, were from the department of prophesy. Their job was to read the patterns of coincidences and from their conclusions thereof give the Emperor advice. They had many methods to collect divine signs from the world, amongst which heating a shell from a turtle and read the possible outcome from the cracks that was formed. The Japanese word for scrying is Ura or uranai, which means coming into contact with ‘that which is behind’. The basic thought is that one takes a peak behind the veil that separates the visible world from that which exists on a deeper level.

Great leaders of state all over the world, kings, queens, and presidents, have historically had the custom of visiting oracles, clairvoyant men and woman, at certain points in their carriers, to ask for advice.


Winter Solstice/Yule
In ancient Rome people celebrated Saturnalia,
a festival for Saturn that covered a full week, December 17 to 23.  By the third century there were many religions and spiritual mysteries being followed within the Roman Empire. Many, if not most, celebrated the birth of their god-man near the time of the solstice. Emperor Aurelian (270 to 275) blended a number of Pagan solstice celebrations of the nativity of such god-men/saviors as Apollo, Attis, Baal, Dionysus, Helios, Hercules, Horus, Mithra, Osiris, Perseus, and Theseus into a single festival called the "Birthday of the Unconquered Sun" on December 25’th.



In pagan Scandinavia the winter festival was called the yule (or juul). Much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life, who warmed the frozen Earth Mother and made her to bear forth from seeds protected through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced cider.

Other plants associated with Yule:
Bayberry - good fortune and wealth. Holly - winter magic, everlasting life, protects against negativity. Ivy represents immortality. Mistletoe - fertility, healing, protection. Pine Cones symbolizes endurance, longevity. Ginger represents love, wealth, success, power. Myrrh - protection, purification. Nutmeg – clairvoyance. Rosemary - love, purification, protection, intellectualism. Saffron - healing, clairvoyance and purification. Wintergreen - healing, breaking hexes and protection.


Christmas is the birthday not only of the sun, but of all new life, all babies. All children, sons and daughters alike, are to be honored as sacred children.

The Boomerang effect


As a witch/shaman it’s very important to be aware of what one is giving out. A medicine-person is always in the beginning of the circle. Everything she/he gives out should preferably be according to the sacred law that nothing shall be done to harm the children. And the children are all the children of Mother Earth, the plants, the minerals, the water, the air, the animals and the humans. All of us are children of the Great Mother.


The path one’s on is born from within the heart, a light that comes out of the darkness. In the heart there are secrets that serve like good food which gives nutrition. Words are also born in the heart, words capable of great lies as well as great truths. Words are tremendously powerful and important and are magical properties of whoever has them.

Samhain means ‘end of summer’, and is generally considered the Witch's New Year, one of the two ‘spirit-nights’each year, the other being Beltane. It is a magical interval when the mundane laws of time and space are temporarily suspended, and the thin veil between the worlds is lifted. Communicating with ancestors and departed loved ones comes naturally at this time.


All around the world people are honoring their dead:
In Hong Kong Halloween is known as "Yue Lan", or the Festival of the Hungry Ghosts. Some people burn pictures of fruit or money at this time, believing these images would reach the spirit world and bring comfort to the ghosts. In Mexico, Halloween is known as ‘El Dia de los Muertos’, and is a three-day celebration that begins on the evening of October 31 until November 2. Many families construct an altar in their home and decorate it with candy, flowers, photographs, fresh water and samples of the deceased's favorite foods and drinks. Candles and incense are burned to help the departed find his or her way home. As in Sweden, relatives tidy the gravesites of deceased family members, including snipping weeds, making repairs and painting. The grave is then adorned with flowers, wreaths or paper streamers. In China, the Halloween festival is known as Teng Chieh. Food and water are placed in front of photographs of family members who have departed while bonfires and lanterns are lit in order to light the paths of the spirits as they travel the earth on Halloween night. In Scotland, a child born at Samhain was said to be gifted with shealladh, commonly known as “second sight,” or clairvoyance. 


In our dreams we can make peace with our relatives that have passed away.
Herstoria: Grandmother Greta

Power of Ecstasy


Snake-power is the actual power of creation. It embodies sexuality, psychic powers, alchemy, reproduction, resurrection and immortality. The drama of resurrection is enacted every time the snake changes its skin. The old has to be cast of in order to make room for the new. The energy of the snake is the energy of wholeness, cosmic awareness, and the ability to willingly try new roads and shapes without resistance. It is the knowledge that everything created has the same value, and that everything one might experience can like poison be eaten, melted, integrated, and transformed into healing energy, if one has got the right attitude.
When the energy of the snake reaches the spiritual plane it becomes wisdom, understanding, wholeness, and the feeling of being safe in the family of the Great Spirit.
As Prodigy say’s it in one of their lyrics: ‘I got the poison, I got the remedy.’


Autumnal Equinox

tenofcupsEquinoxes are ideal to reflect on the meaning of life

In ancient Britain both the solstices and equinoxes were the highly sophisticated preoccupation of the mysterious Megalithic peoples who pre-dated Celt, Roman and Saxon on Europe's Atlantic fringe by thousands of years. Stonehenge and other stone structures were aligned so that the solstices and equinoxes could be determined.

In Ireland there is a cluster of megalithic cairns that are scattered through the hills at Loughcrew, about 55 miles North West of Dublin. Longhcrew Carin T is called a passage tomb. It was designed so that the light from the rising sun on the spring and summer equinoxes penetrates a long corridor and illuminates a backstone, which is decorated with astronomical symbols.

America's Stonehenge is a 4,000 year old megalithic site located on Mystery Hill in Salem NH. Researchers have concluded that the site was erected either by Native Americans or an unknown migrant European population. The site contains five standing stones and one fallen stone in a linear alignment which point to both the sunrise and sunset at the fall and spring equinoxes. 

The Christian Church replaced earlier Pagan solstices and equinox celebrations during Medieval times. Replacing the fall equinox is Michaelmas, the feast of the Archangel Michael, on sept.29. By Michaelmas the harvest had to be completed and the new cycle of farming would begin. It was a time for beginning new leases, rendering accounts and paying the annual dues.

The 'harvest' may also apply to the 'seeds of dreams and wishes' that were planted many months earlier.
Now’s the time to see if and how your dream-seeds have come true.

Vision Quest


Vision can come to individuals in a number of ways. They can go out upon the mountains or into the valleys and cry for their vision. Sometimes it will take many such quests before vision comes, if it ever does.
Some visions are whole and complete and give the person receiving it total understanding of the universe and his or her place in it. Other visions come in parts, none of which is complete in itself. Eventually, with patience, enough parts come to make the vision complete.

Practice: Vision Quest Ceremony
The top of a hill where the sky meets the earth is traditionally the place to go to receive vision.
Relax your entire body, and empty your head of thoughts. Feel the breeze from the wind, the scent from the flowers surrounding you. Imagine you’re a cloud drifting on the sky.
Stay in this relaxed state for as long as you want. Meanwhile, when you’re ready, imagine a great eagle soaring above you, circling in the sky. And so, he/she lands next to you and transforms into a medicine-person. This ancient one communicates with you, maybe through symbols, or maybe in a very concrete way. When you get the feeling you’re done, give thanks, imagine the eagle flying away, and return to your normal state of being.
Write whatever happened to you down in your magic notebook!

HerStoria: All the very rich people

Clans and Totems


Totem animals

According to tradition every human being has got 9 different totem animals. The animals  represents our inner abilities but also our challenges and fears. Each animal possesses specific strengths and abilities.
It’s interesting but not surprising that shamans of different cultures and parts of the world but who shared similar arts of animals, came up with similar interpretations of these animals. The shamans connected to the ’manitou’ of the animal, the original spirit-energy of the animal, via dreams and visions, -pumaness, bearness, or deerness, etc. These ‘manitou’s’ could help the shaman in various ways, and taught her/him special lessons.

The easiest way of detecting your totem animal is to remember your favorite animal when you were a child. The child knows the connection instinctively.
To know more about the special powers of the different animals, visit:

Summer Solstice


The midsummer celebration in Sweden is what most people know nowadays, a pagan tradition. The May Pole symbolizes the sacred sexual embrace between the man, symbolized by the pole, and the woman, symbolized by the chaplet. The very act of rising the pole and the attachment of the chaplet makes words unnecessary.


The inner marriage
Make yourself comfortable, sit or lie down. Breathe deeply and calmly. Relax your entire body. Visualize yourself as the goddess Freya if you’re a woman, or the god Frey if you are a man. Imagine yourself dressed in velvet and silk, covered with jewels of various kinds, emeralds, diamonds, rubies, a.s.f. See yourself shining and outstandingly beautiful basking in the love of your heart. Let it shimmer!
Invite your opposite side, your inner goddess/god-partner, also glistering, shining.
Now you promise yourself to stay true and to be loyal to yourself for better and for worse. From now on you will be your own best friend, to support and comfort, now and for ever. Let your inner god and goddess embrace, melt together to become one in your heart. Stay in this beautiful feeling for as long as you like.

Dark energy – Light energy

Two of Wands  

The balance between light and dark have always existed on this planet. Grandmother Earth is the planet of duality and paradox, and so it will remain. Many humans believe that the war between evil and good will lead to elimination of the one or the other.
This is a misunderstanding. The action necessary is to attain balance between light and dark. Without evil there can be no good, and vice versa. Energy once created cannot be destroyed, but it can be transformed, transmuted or transcended.


A good night’s sleep
If  you’ve  had a very hectic day your body is tired when you go to bed, and maybe you can fall asleep right away, but your mind speeds up. When you study rapid eye movement you’ll know that a whole lot of activity is going on in your eyes. Why do you wake up tired some mornings while on other mornings you feel completely rested, even though you’d been sleeping the same amount of hours? You wake up tired because your mind was engaged in different dramas all night long, various dreams coming and going trying to tell you something. In the morning you have to force yourself to get up and you drag yourself along all day.
How then are you going to handle these inner issues?

We use very little of the power of our psyche, a very tiny part. Not because the psyche is tiny but because we don’t trust it or use it enough. The human psyche has the power to do anything. It’s much more powerful than any modern miracle-drug that has been developed for whatever reason.  

Herstoria: Navajoman

Controlled Folly
’It takes a fool to remain sane’.


Extract from Carlos Castanedas book the gift of the Eagle:
Controlled folly is the art of controlled deception or the art to pretending to be thoroughly immersed in the action at hand - pretending so well no one could tell it from the real thing. Controlled folly is not an outright deception, but a sophisticated, artistic way of being separated from everything while remaining an integral part of everything. Controlled folly is an art which takes a lot of energy to exercise. By the time we come to sorcery, our personality is already formed, and all we can do is practice controlled folly, and laugh at ourselves.
Be impeccable and you will have the energy to reach to the place of silent knowledge.


The Shaman school is a method to get to know the drama of one’s personal life, the positive and the negative, how to become one’s own healer, and how to have fun with it! The Great Spirit has a great sense of humor, and so should we!

Ultimately only one self can heal oneself. Others can assist the healing process to a certain extent, but the person being healed must sooner or later participate in the healing wholeheartedly.



You, as an individual, choose your direction, your actions, yet you are inseparable from the everything. The cosmic will works through you; yet you need to take full responsibility for each thought and action. You are guided, with a mission and a purpose, and still you function with a totally free will, like an independent agent. You are constantly channeling the universal life force filtered through your thought-patterns and your personal use of symbols and your capability of imagination.

Everything in the universe consists of vibrations, and vibrations can be changed dependent upon your mental attitude.  Meditation, concentration, reflection, relaxation, all such activity affects your vibration.


We need to start to learn how to live in peace with our natural bipolarity, and can actively contribute to make peace between our inner south - north - pole.

The Thunder God Thor

Inner Silence



Practice: Breathing-exercise
The breathing in, holding the breath for a couple of moments, and then slowly breathing out, creates the opportunity to calm one-self down, to stop the activities in the outer reality, and enables us to enter the inner stillness. Try it! And meanwhile you do this breathing, listen to the gentle, still, loving voice of your heart. Continue this breathing for as long as you like. It also works miracles if you have a hard time falling asleep at night.
It is done!
Herstoria: The GrandMothers and I

Maundy Thursday
In swedish folklore it is told that the witches every Maundy Thursday flew to Blue-hill to copulate with the Devil.
This story is an example of the indoctrination going on during the Middle Ages when people were being converted from Paganism to Christianity. The men of the church activated the inquisition and had everybody that didn’t convert brutally die. The new belief-system, symbolized by the cross, was induced by threats of hell and torture for eternity.
‘If you’re not with us, you’re against us – syndrome.’


The priestesses and healers of the old religion became terribly dangerous witches. It was imposed with capital punishment to celebrate the moon- goddess.

In the old religion, sex was holy, spiritual and healing.
All life emanated from the meeting of the female and the male.


Nowadays we have the freedom to choose religion, at least in Sweden, It is no longer a crime punished with death or mental-asylym to be a witch.

Herstoria: She who dances with the Devil!

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